I suppose 1 morning I will accept the fact that pops is gone, however for now there is a area of myself and others that just doesn’t believe he could be taken away like this
The older I get the more I realize that these people and times the people I was with and I take for granted will 1 morning slip away, and that morning is usually before you expect it to. I’ve lost my Mom while living overseas when I thought everything was great with him as the people I was with and I just saw each other a few months prior. He got sick and the disease took him away within a few months, just like that. I said goodbye to him on a FB messenger video call and it was 1 of the saddest moments of my life. His Heating and Air Conditioning business closed a few months before he died because he just could not run it anymore. I was going to go back and help him, as I am an Heating and Air Conditioning tech, however by the time I booked my flight to go back he was already gone. This came as a shock to myself and others because he was a honestly healthy vegetarian with no prior health complications. I still work here for the heating and cooling business however I now have an overwhelming feeling of emptiness that I didn’t have before. I suppose 1 morning I will accept the fact that pops is gone, however for now there is a area of myself and others that just doesn’t believe he could be taken away like this. This month I will disinfect my HEPA filter, as my Mom always told myself and others to do on a proper basis, and just have a great morning for my Mom’s sake. I’ve l earned to have happier afternoons now as I realize our time here is finite. I wish sincere love and health to you all.