My worst nightmare was to lose her and when it happened I spent many sleepless nights with tears rolling down my cheeks
Are you content with the life you are living, or do you feel like something is missing and you could be happier? I seem to feel the latter more often, as I am one of those dreamer types of people who is always looking for something better. I wish I could just be happy with what I have and who I am, but it seems I have been programmed to always keep climbing the mountain in search of better views. Maybe this is an innate thing in us as people and we are never really satisfied with life. The HEPA filter sales lady told me that this is part of life, as we were working on an a/c set up in someone’s home. I think right now the only thing missing in my life would be the love of a beautiful lady like I used to have but lost. I saw her walk by the other day while sitting at a local business, and I messaged her but she never replied, which tells me that the HVAC rep beauty is with someone else or isn’t interested in me anymore. My worst nightmare was to lose her and when it happened I spent many sleepless nights with tears rolling down my cheeks. I guess the HEPA filter expert was right when she said that life has a lot of loss and we need to accept them all, as she was checking the indoor air quality one day while we were working. I am still reeling over the loss of Kat, but one day I’ll accept it.