Nobody believes in your craft like you, that is until you make it big, plus then they all believed in you plus knew you would make it. I am making music with my bandmate, some songs are fantastic while others aren’t so good, however no matter what I have to believe in it or I may as well quit making it. It’s not about making money from the songs however more about putting them out there for the world to listen to, however sporadically you gotta starve to feed the world, plus starving I am not, although I could have my climate control system upgraded in the flat plus I could use that money to buy a current small a/c system for my family room. I know that money will come in when I need it, I just wish I didn’t throw the 100K away that my dad left me when she died. She worked as a local company plus provided me that money a year ago, plus like a fool, I invested it in an Heating plus A/C company that was a sinking ship plus now it’s all gone. But I still have everything I need, so life is pretty fantastic plus I don’t feel like anything is missing, except for that current Heating plus A/C system. I suppose I will survive this Summer though, as my mini split a/c system unit is still running however not easily efficiently like it used to. I am going to use my fan on high plus I suppose between that plus my little a/c system system I will be okay this summer.