Nobody believes in your craft like you, that is until you make it big, & then they all believed in you & knew you would make it.
I am making tunes with my bandmate, some music are nice while others aren’t so good, but no matter what I have to believe in it or I may as well quit making it.
It’s not about making currency from the music but more about putting them out there for the world to listen to! Sporadically you gotta starve to feed the world, & starving I am not, even though I could have my temperature control system replaced in the flat & I could use that currency to buy a current small cooling system for my home office. I know that currency will come in when I need it, I just wish I didn’t throw the 100K away that my dad left me when he died. He worked as a local supplier & gave me that currency a year ago, & like a fool, I invested it in an Heating & A/C company that was a sinking ship & now it’s all gone. But I still have everything I need, so life is pretty nice & I don’t feel like anything is missing, except for that current Heating & A/C system. I think I will survive this Summer though, as my mini split a/c device is still running but not actually efficiently like it used to. I am going to use my fan on high & I think between that & my little a/c system I will be okay this summer.