Nobody believes in your craft like you, that is until you make it big, and then they all believed in you and knew you would make it.
I am making music with my bandmate, some songs are good while others aren’t so good, but no matter what I have to believe in it or I may as well quit making it.
It’s not about making money from the songs but more about putting them out there for the world to listen to. Sometimes you gotta starve to feed the world, and starving I am not, but I could have my climate control system replaced in the flat and I could use that cash to buy a new small air conditioner for my bedroom. I know that money will come in when I need it, I just wish I didn’t throw the 100K away that my dad left me when he died. He worked as a local contractor and gave me that money a year ago, and like a fool, I invested it in an HVAC company that was a sinking ship and now it’s all gone. But I still have everything I need, so life is pretty good and I don’t feel like anything is missing, except for that new HVAC system. I think I will survive this summer though, as my mini split a/c unit is still running but not very efficiently like it used to. I am going to use my fan on high and I think between that and my little a/c system I will be okay this summer.