Nobody believes in your craft like you, that is until you make it big, and then they all believed in you and knew you would make it. I am making music with my bandmate, some music are relaxing while others aren’t so good, but no matter what I have to believe in it or I may as well quit making it. It’s not about making money from the music but more about putting them out there for the world to listen to; Sometimes you gotta starve to feed the world, and starving I am not, although I could have my temperature control system replaced in the flat and I could use that money to buy a new small a/c for my family room. I know that money will come in when I need it, I just wish I didn’t throw the 100K away that my Mom left me when he died. He worked as a local company and gave me that money a year ago, and like a fool, I invested it in an Heating and A/C company that was a sinking ship and now it’s all gone. But I still have everything I need, so life is pretty relaxing and I don’t feel like anything is missing, except for that new Heating and A/C system. I suppose I will survive this summer time though, as my mini split cooling system component is still running but not certainly efficiently like it used to. I am going to use my fan on high and I suppose between that and my little cooling system system I will be okay this summer.